...to alienate an ally at work. And I'm too stiff-necked to apologize, really apologize, especially in this case when I feel more owed than owing. We are at an impasse. This has happened before--we'll be in Ickville now for months. She's not a forgiver. And I get so tired, so very veryvery tired of being the first to say I'm fecking sorry in all situations.
All this because it's not fun being the object of condescension (which has been happening a lot recently--people trying to pacify me--am I that whacked?), plus I really hate being at work lately, and I can't shut up when I ought to know better than to respond to the red flag in my face.
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